Helllooooo... Today I am gonna post a very sad post because I am very sad..
So anyway, Boyfriend is still away in Brunei and I am missing him fucking bad. and I failed my TP test. AND I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET AND I WANNA CRY COS BBDC IS PRACTICALLY SUCKING ALL MY MONEY! RAH!
ok rant done.
Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah
Friday, August 31, 2012
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Enough with the dramas!
One thing I realized from my previous relationship with R was that I always blamed everybody else but not the person at fault, which everybody knew was him. I blamed every single one of those girls when all they simply did was fall in love(or so they thought.)
Sometimes, people forgive the ones they love so easily and yet hate people they don't know for like the rest of their lives. It's tiring. I've been through it, I got fucking tired, and I am now happy with my boyfriend. I tried to make life hell for the many girls R went for. Now 2 of them are my friends because they are honestly really nice girls but I didn't make the effort to know them. I just went "they fucking stole my guy I hate them." Basically, once you love somebody, you are blinded and you cannot judge rationally.
I am not trying to change anything here. I am just trying to bring across a point that sometimes, it isn't just one person's fault. It can be the involvement of many parties but just because you love one, he/she is forgiven easily and everybody else is added to your hate list. When that happens, you affect your mutual friends. How are they gonna invite people to their birthday parties when there are so many subgroups? Hold 10 different parties? Sponsor please?
Sigh I miss my babyboy alot. OI CHAN QING YUAN HURRY COME BACK LA! ):
Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah
Sometimes, people forgive the ones they love so easily and yet hate people they don't know for like the rest of their lives. It's tiring. I've been through it, I got fucking tired, and I am now happy with my boyfriend. I tried to make life hell for the many girls R went for. Now 2 of them are my friends because they are honestly really nice girls but I didn't make the effort to know them. I just went "they fucking stole my guy I hate them." Basically, once you love somebody, you are blinded and you cannot judge rationally.
I am not trying to change anything here. I am just trying to bring across a point that sometimes, it isn't just one person's fault. It can be the involvement of many parties but just because you love one, he/she is forgiven easily and everybody else is added to your hate list. When that happens, you affect your mutual friends. How are they gonna invite people to their birthday parties when there are so many subgroups? Hold 10 different parties? Sponsor please?
Sigh I miss my babyboy alot. OI CHAN QING YUAN HURRY COME BACK LA! ):
Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah
Friday, August 24, 2012
Emptiness
Hey all, sorry for not being consistent in updating my blog. However you can be updated constantly by following me on instagram and twitter (username: partycar). Those are the 2 social networking sites that I am constantly on, especially with foursquare.
Today is Day 1 without Babyboy and I feel so weird without him. He has been spending every single day with me before he flew off to Brunei last night. He picked me up from school and even sent me to school one of the mornings. He fetched me from netball trainings, brought me out for lunch, and stayed over many many nights. Now my room feels really empty as I have to sleep alone ): Oh well, 2 weeks! Then my babyboy ORD LO!!!
I have been pretty busy with school and work as well. Working at New Zealand Natural has given me a slightly different perspective of life in some way or another. I learnt how to deal with customers, all their weird behaviors and comments :S hahaha. My colleagues are pretty awesome, especially Fiqah, Faza and Ibu(Fiqa). They are really an entertaining bunch of people. Fiqah even said I fell sick because Babyboy was going overseas :P
I have been studying also. Yes I know it's only my 2nd week of school, but I have to maintain my diligence to stay up there. First class honours ain't gonna come to me if I just think year 1 is gonna be a breeze. I have to keep my standards up there. Study from the very beginning and remain consistent. I will try to be consistent in blogging too. haha.
Btw, Trance Party at Avalon tomorrow. RSVP to be on my guestlist for free entry before 12am! Nicole Chen will be spinning for an hour. Everybody loves her la! hahaha. Okay gotta sleep. Driving lesson tomorrow in preparation for my driving test next Friday! woots!
To Raymond Chan:
Babyboy, I miss you alot! Come back home safe (:
Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah
Today is Day 1 without Babyboy and I feel so weird without him. He has been spending every single day with me before he flew off to Brunei last night. He picked me up from school and even sent me to school one of the mornings. He fetched me from netball trainings, brought me out for lunch, and stayed over many many nights. Now my room feels really empty as I have to sleep alone ): Oh well, 2 weeks! Then my babyboy ORD LO!!!
I have been pretty busy with school and work as well. Working at New Zealand Natural has given me a slightly different perspective of life in some way or another. I learnt how to deal with customers, all their weird behaviors and comments :S hahaha. My colleagues are pretty awesome, especially Fiqah, Faza and Ibu(Fiqa). They are really an entertaining bunch of people. Fiqah even said I fell sick because Babyboy was going overseas :P
I have been studying also. Yes I know it's only my 2nd week of school, but I have to maintain my diligence to stay up there. First class honours ain't gonna come to me if I just think year 1 is gonna be a breeze. I have to keep my standards up there. Study from the very beginning and remain consistent. I will try to be consistent in blogging too. haha.
Btw, Trance Party at Avalon tomorrow. RSVP to be on my guestlist for free entry before 12am! Nicole Chen will be spinning for an hour. Everybody loves her la! hahaha. Okay gotta sleep. Driving lesson tomorrow in preparation for my driving test next Friday! woots!
To Raymond Chan:
Babyboy, I miss you alot! Come back home safe (:
Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah
Thursday, August 9, 2012
School is starting!!
Hello everybody, it has been awhile since I've blogged/ranted here. Been really busy looking out for a job, preparing for my Grade 8 piano examination and preparing for school.
So last Tuesday I had my piano examination. Boy was it horrible. I started panicking the moment I got one of my scales wrong so everything just started to snowball. Sigh I think I won't be able to pass and I will have to continue practicing until the next examination period which would be March 2013.
After that, I had Econs preparatory class. Gosh it has been awhile since I sat in a lecture for 3 hours straight (minus the 15 mins break). It was not that hard to get accustomed to it actually. Baby came to pick me up from school! ^^ So fun waiting for him and then he came by with the car :P So after that it was birthday celebration with my girls for Pearl and Yumi. It was so much fun playing kinect and Wii with the girls. It was hilarious especially the dancing game. Haha I danced with Yumi, Pearl and Babyboy. It was super hilarious. I have so much fun with my nettie girls ^^
Yesterday I had Mathematics preparatory class. 3 hours and I was 50% lost. Apparently Mathematics and Economics are interlinked. There is like product function and whatever. Omg I couldn't catch up the moment I lost track of something that I had to talk to the girl on my right. Bumped into Cheryl Seow. Sigh yes I got not much friends /: I shall find some friends at training tomorrow ^^
Can't wait for my interview tomorrow at Paragon's New Zealand Natural :P And I have to book my revision driving lessons soon! Photo updates soon. I will post advertisements of blogshops collection soon. (: Also check out my tumblr for more up-to-date updates :D
Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah
So last Tuesday I had my piano examination. Boy was it horrible. I started panicking the moment I got one of my scales wrong so everything just started to snowball. Sigh I think I won't be able to pass and I will have to continue practicing until the next examination period which would be March 2013.
After that, I had Econs preparatory class. Gosh it has been awhile since I sat in a lecture for 3 hours straight (minus the 15 mins break). It was not that hard to get accustomed to it actually. Baby came to pick me up from school! ^^ So fun waiting for him and then he came by with the car :P So after that it was birthday celebration with my girls for Pearl and Yumi. It was so much fun playing kinect and Wii with the girls. It was hilarious especially the dancing game. Haha I danced with Yumi, Pearl and Babyboy. It was super hilarious. I have so much fun with my nettie girls ^^
Yesterday I had Mathematics preparatory class. 3 hours and I was 50% lost. Apparently Mathematics and Economics are interlinked. There is like product function and whatever. Omg I couldn't catch up the moment I lost track of something that I had to talk to the girl on my right. Bumped into Cheryl Seow. Sigh yes I got not much friends /: I shall find some friends at training tomorrow ^^
Can't wait for my interview tomorrow at Paragon's New Zealand Natural :P And I have to book my revision driving lessons soon! Photo updates soon. I will post advertisements of blogshops collection soon. (: Also check out my tumblr for more up-to-date updates :D
Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah
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