I turned 20!

Currently in the middle of Economics tutorial. Class was supposed to start by 0830 but I reached at 0900 and he actually stopped at 0911. Hahaha. It's not just Q&A session so I don't exactly see a point in listening. I'm practically just staying to make the time I took to travel to school seem worth it.

Oh! and I've yet to mention. I turned 20 over the weekends! I was surprised at the shop by my girls on the 23rd, my family brought me out for dinner on 24th and surprised me with a chocolate birthday cake from Four Leaves at midnight of the 25th! (: Yes I did have a wonderful birthday.

I might do some promoting of this awesome Facebook page that I chanced upon selling cosmetics are really really cheap prices! I bought a 96 ultra shimmer colours eyeshadow palette for only $16. U.P. is $18 but she was so specific with her stock that she thoroughly checked all of it and discounted the price according to the damage. See if I have the time (:

YAY class has ended! ^^

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

Studying takes effect..

Hi world, currently studying at 313 starbucks. Or rather I was until I got bored and decided to take some photos. hahaha.

Gave up on going for my one-hour econs tutorial since I was gonna be half an hour late. So I decided to send my babyboy to work. ^^ After that, which was about 9am, I headed to Starbucks 313, got a venti cup of toffee nut latte (DAYUM!) and I have been doing my past econs tutorial since. I think I might fail this module. But I am doing my best not to fall into that trap. I have to get it done!

I have 16 days left of being a teen. Time sure passed by fast. Soon I will be attending a million and one weddings. Hahaha. It really seemed like just yesterday when my friends and I were running around in secondary school doing the most nonsensical things anybody could ever think of. Time really can fly by in a blink of the eye. /:

Completely hooked onto Boyfriend's comeback "Janus". It has such a deep meaning and reference to the two-faced Roman God, Janus. The name doesn't appear in the song but the music video has so much relevance. It is so cleverly produced especially since Boyfriend has a pair of twins, Kwangmin and Youngmin! Perfect example of two-faced. Hahaha! Fellow kpop fans! Go check it out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1jL2_l-j6LU

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

18 more days!

Wheee~ currently it's wayyy past midnight, like 1:26am, so that means it is 18 more days to my birthday! 2 good friends of mine have already told me about meeting up! I can't wait to meet sherilyn and who knows what we 2 are gonna do for an entire day! Manicure? Pedicure? Gosh! I am also gonna meet up with JD! It has been awhile especially since I got together with QY. Thank goodness both JD and babyboy already know each other :P

I have been really busy with school and work. I am trying to keep up with the syllabus and hopefully I will be fully prepared for the prelims which I think would be end Feb? I think so but I am not too sure. A new guy would be coming for training at work tomorrow. So yayy! After 2 months plus, I will no longer be "the new girl" hahahaha! Also, my pay has increased to $6/hr! I am really really happy! It means I will have more money to pay off my debts! (:

OH YA! Somebody searched "sex" in my blog's search box on the right. -.- Dear whoever you are, my blog is not googlesearch, it is not gonna give you some porn website if you search sex. And obviously, if you tried searching sex again, I think this post will appear. Tada! Sincerely, What The Hell.

Life's been good. And it's time for bed. ^^ X'mas decorations are up in Orchard btw ^^ WHEEEEE!!!

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

26 more days..

Currently in PBF lecture and the lecturer is repeating information that she said before in relation to a previous chapter she taught.

October is coming to an end, I have yet to do a recent update on blogshops and there are alot of updates, i know. Do check out the blogshops by clicking on the tabs on the right. The holidays are coming, you need clothes for going out since you don't have to brainlessly wear ur uniforms (sec n jc kids). Poly/uni, you always need more clothes and more makeup, so go ahead and knock yourself out (:

Now, regarding my post title, a very special day is coming 26 days from now! I am already feeling the excitement! Yes it is my 20th birthday! I only have one wish though, and that is to start event planning with my sister. The preparation, the decoration, the gathering of guests, it just feels so exciting to us! Haha. Oh well.

Ok back to focusin on lecture! (:

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah.

Spider Room!!~~

Currently at the Spider Room with babyboy and completely absorbed into Nicole Chen's mix!!

This is the first time I've been in the Spider Room which means I have not been to Avalon in like over more than a month! Sigh I miss this place! Outside right now is a funny sight to see. Zirca's crowd is here because of DJ Inquisitive so the entire majestic atmosphere of Avalon is kinda twisted. Hahaha I have no idea how to explain it!

Gonna head back to my fun! ^^

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

Mood: Pissed off

I am extremely pissed off and it is probably inappropriate to express such annoyance on my public blog but I am really irritated by my sister's dance seniors. SAJC dance by the way. Do not assume that I am just completely biased against SAJC because I have friends from SAJC. Neither do you go about thinking I am just hating on dancers. I have really good friends from SAJC dance, reason why I went to the one 2 years back and the one this year. So i am not biased at all. I am just particularly annoyed at how 18 year olds think everybody owes them a favour and they should all do charity work for them. Sorry kids, but not all things are for free. In fact, time and effort equates to money. Welcome to the real world.

Reason for my annoyance: My sister was appointed as welfare head for her school dance CCA. To every normal CCA, welfare head do not exactly do much. They just make sure the first aid kit is there, somebody's birthday is coming up, etc. So yes, I guess giving her the Rapture Concert dvds to burn for anybody else who wants it is a relevant task for a welfare head. My sister however, is not much of a tech-savvy person. Hence, we got my boyfriend to help out. DO NOT PRESUME WE'RE TRYING TO EXTORT MONEY BECAUSE WE'RE LIKE TOGETHER OR SOMETHING! That I must point out really clearly. The only reason why I stated $10 because well, I don't know how to charge. I mean you get somebody to burn many copies of a particular concert it is usually that price right? Tell me if I'm wrong. I will admit I am wrong because this is the area I am really unsure about. I asked my sister to ask her friends how much are they willing to pay. Their reply: "can give free?" Seriously?!

Time and effort are extremely expensive. I mean I think you should appreciate how much my boyfriend has put into making sure the quality of the ultra huge video file, (which by the way is 3 huge files) is the same as the original copy and compressed it so that it can fit into 1 disc. I mean anybody would rather watch a video on 1 disc than 3 discs, which whoever the idiot who first burned it was not tech-savvy enough to compress it. (Are you sure you are a qualified video guy who can't do video editing? You even had some parts cut off. HUH?!) I am sincerely apologetic for even stating such a high price of $10 because I am not someone qualified to actually mark a price on items. But at the very least, with some basic manners, I think negotiating a price would have made the situation so much easier. By simply saying you want it free is as good as saying you do not appreciate the efforts made by the person who gave his time to convert/compress your dance video. Yes we can make do with the fancy cover and whatever. The disc he has to buy, the cover he has to buy (well duh he can't be giving you a cd wrapped in unwanted A4 paper right?). Now calculate that with the time and effort (don't forget electricity because he is using his com to burn for you all), I personally feel $5 is enough to cover the cost of the required equipments and be a token of "hey I appreciate your help. Thank you."

Best part of all these, my little sister is actually having her promotional examinations now and her seniors started texting her at about 1230am just now. SHE HAS A PAPER TOMORROW! SHE NEEDS SLEEP! ARE YOU PEOPLE REALLY THAT INCONSIDERATE?! Yes I am not the type to study and I probably don't give a fuck, but my sister does and you people shall not jeopardize her studies, YOU HEAR ME?! You people throw her so much more shit than a welfare head should be doing and yet you impose so much onto her. So much for "sorry to disturb you during your promos." FUCK YOU! And if any of you come across my blog, feel free to comment. I am disgusted by your incorrigible, ungrateful attitude, you bunch of ingrates. and I REPEAT! I am not being biased against anything because I have wonderful friends who have come out from SAJC/SA DANCE.

I am done ranting.

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

Slowly

Hey there all. I have been really tired lately. I have no idea why, but I just want to sleep all my days away. Maybe because I subconsciously feel that if I sleep the days and nights away, Babyboy would be back from Brunei real fast.

Have been spending alot of time with Yumi and Leon. They have been really nice to keep me company while Babyboy is away. Brought me out for supper, chilled by the pool at Junyi's place. I have been a little too quiet than usual and I guess they are not used to it. Leon gave me hug saying that he thought I needed one. It was nice to get a hug. But I really wish to get Baby's hug instead.

Been staying home pretty often that I bet my parents feel that it is pretty weird. I haven't actually have much time (or actually not much attention) to search and check out the latest collection of the blogshops I follow. I have been too busy working. oh gosh, I nearly forgot about homework. No issue, I'll get it done soon.

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

FML.

Helllooooo... Today I am gonna post a very sad post because I am very sad..

So anyway, Boyfriend is still away in Brunei and I am missing him fucking bad. and I failed my TP test. AND I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET AND I WANNA CRY COS BBDC IS PRACTICALLY SUCKING ALL MY MONEY! RAH!

ok rant done.

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

Enough with the dramas!

One thing I realized from my previous relationship with R was that I always blamed everybody else but not the person at fault, which everybody knew was him. I blamed every single one of those girls when all they simply did was fall in love(or so they thought.)

Sometimes, people forgive the ones they love so easily and yet hate people they don't know for like the rest of their lives. It's tiring. I've been through it, I got fucking tired, and I am now happy with my boyfriend. I tried to make life hell for the many girls R went for. Now 2 of them are my friends because they are honestly really nice girls but I didn't make the effort to know them. I just went "they fucking stole my guy I hate them." Basically, once you love somebody, you are blinded and you cannot judge rationally.

I am not trying to change anything here. I am just trying to bring across a point that sometimes, it isn't just one person's fault. It can be the involvement of many parties but just because you love one, he/she is forgiven easily and everybody else is added to your hate list. When that happens, you affect your mutual friends. How are they gonna invite people to their birthday parties when there are so many subgroups? Hold 10 different parties? Sponsor please?

Sigh I miss my babyboy alot. OI CHAN QING YUAN HURRY COME BACK LA! ):

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

Emptiness

Hey all, sorry for not being consistent in updating my blog. However you can be updated constantly by following me on instagram and twitter (username: partycar). Those are the 2 social networking sites that I am constantly on, especially with foursquare.

Today is Day 1 without Babyboy and I feel so weird without him. He has been spending every single day with me before he flew off to Brunei last night. He picked me up from school and even sent me to school one of the mornings. He fetched me from netball trainings, brought me out for lunch, and stayed over many many nights. Now my room feels really empty as I have to sleep alone ): Oh well, 2 weeks! Then my babyboy ORD LO!!!

I have been pretty busy with school and work as well. Working at New Zealand Natural has given me a slightly different perspective of life in some way or another. I learnt how to deal with customers, all their weird behaviors and comments :S hahaha. My colleagues are pretty awesome, especially Fiqah, Faza and Ibu(Fiqa). They are really an entertaining bunch of people. Fiqah even said I fell sick because Babyboy was going overseas :P

I have been studying also. Yes I know it's only my 2nd week of school, but I have to maintain my diligence to stay up there. First class honours ain't gonna come to me if I just think year 1 is gonna be a breeze. I have to keep my standards up there. Study from the very beginning and remain consistent. I will try to be consistent in blogging too. haha.

Btw, Trance Party at Avalon tomorrow. RSVP to be on my guestlist for free entry before 12am! Nicole Chen will be spinning for an hour. Everybody loves her la! hahaha. Okay gotta sleep. Driving lesson tomorrow in preparation for my driving test next Friday! woots!

To Raymond Chan:
Babyboy, I miss you alot! Come back home safe (:

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

School is starting!!

Hello everybody, it has been awhile since I've blogged/ranted here. Been really busy looking out for a job, preparing for my Grade 8 piano examination and preparing for school.

So last Tuesday I had my piano examination. Boy was it horrible. I started panicking the moment I got one of my scales wrong so everything just started to snowball. Sigh I think I won't be able to pass and I will have to continue practicing until the next examination period which would be March 2013.

After that, I had Econs preparatory class. Gosh it has been awhile since I sat in a lecture for 3 hours straight (minus the 15 mins break). It was not that hard to get accustomed to it actually. Baby came to pick me up from school! ^^ So fun waiting for him and then he came by with the car :P So after that it was birthday celebration with my girls for Pearl and Yumi. It was so much fun playing kinect and Wii with the girls. It was hilarious especially the dancing game. Haha I danced with Yumi, Pearl and Babyboy. It was super hilarious. I have so much fun with my nettie girls ^^

Yesterday I had Mathematics preparatory class. 3 hours and I was 50% lost. Apparently Mathematics and Economics are interlinked. There is like product function and whatever. Omg I couldn't catch up the moment I lost track of something that I had to talk to the girl on my right. Bumped into Cheryl Seow. Sigh yes I got not much friends /: I shall find some friends at training tomorrow ^^

Can't wait for my interview tomorrow at Paragon's New Zealand Natural :P And I have to book my revision driving lessons soon! Photo updates soon. I will post advertisements of blogshops collection soon. (: Also check out my tumblr for more up-to-date updates :D

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

Photo updates #2!

Hey all, I haven't exactly been posting much pictures of myself. Most of them has been poster's for Friday nights at Avalon by Code Society as well as the blogshops I am promoting. So here is a photo update of my life. (Not in chronological order btw. :P)

Brazilian Night

MARDI GRAS MASQUERADE BALL

Nicole Chen's Birthday(Avalon and Fullerton Bay)

TOUCH & TEASE NIGHT

Wet and Wild + Korean Night

Sister's Dance concert (SAJC RAPTURE 2012)

Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

Life's like that.

Hey guys, sorry for the lack of update. Most of my updates are actually on my tumblr because my instagram and my gifboom is linked to it (: So all my pictures are like updated there most of the time.

So the past week I was in Bangkok, Thailand with my family. I had so much fun shopping there! :D I went to MBK, Platinum Mall and Siam Centre to do most of my shopping! I bought a pair of Steve Madden shoes, got a clutch and a handbag, some clothes and a bikini. Mad shopping period. hahahah I am such a happy girl. Came back on Friday and loitered around the duty-free area because my parents kept wanting to eat. hahahaha. Once I was back, it was straight to Avalon!

I finally got to meet up with my boy after an entire week! He went to Avalon with me on Friday night, we spent Saturday morning and night, Sunday afternoon and the entire Monday together ^^ I brought him to my family's BBQ gathering at my auntie's place. Daddy was pretty neutral about things, saying B's kinda quiet. Tsk, wait until he's being nonsensical, hahahaha! Spent Sunday afternoon with him because at night I was gonna have Father's Day dinner with the family (:

Monday was the bestest day! 190612 is our first month anniversary but because B could not take leave, we celebrated it on Monday instead. I booked an early slot for my driving lesson so that I could head over to his place as early as I could. That sweet boy actually got his ass into the kitchen and cooked for me! Not only did he just cook, but he cooked one of my favourite food, CHICKEN RICE! Photos on instagram, should totally check it out! It was delicious! He is a lazy bum I swear, (well so am I. hehe) but he cooked for me. I was soooo touched (: Babyboy I love you <3

I will do a proper post to my babyboy in my tumblr. (:

Yes this is a very wordy post and it's not about partying (: Btw, I am hitting Zouk this Friday for the 10th annual DJ Quest! My dear friend Luke aka DJ SPAZM is one of the finalist so I am gonna give him my entire support! Check out his JUICE DJ QUEST 2012 entry ---> http://www.mixcloud.com/SPAZM/juice-dj-quest-2012-entry-by-spzm/ I am listening to it now. hahah!


Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah

TEMPTATION by Nicole Chen

Front of album.

Back of album.

It is 3am right now in Singapore. And I am wide awake because due to the absence of a job, I have been repaying my sleep debt. Awesome right? I have been trying to catch up on my driving as well. ^^ Anyway, I am currently listening to Nicole Chen's EP album, "TEMPTATION". My favourite songs from the album are  "Rome", "Energy" and "Ma Cherie [Remix]" Totally in love with those songs! Her music videos for her songs will be out soon so just keep checking her page for updates alright! [Click Here!]

Had an awesome weekend. Spent Friday Night at Avalon with Code Society and not forgetting the big man for the night, STEVE AOKI! Spent Saturday Night at Fullerton Bay Hotel to celebrate Nicole's birthday! Sunday was spent celebrating my dear friend's birthday, Hannah Gn. Surprised her at work. It was not her actual birthday but because Yumi is flying off tomorrow to tour Europe (JEALOUSSS!) so we celebrated earlier ^^

I will spam photos the next time I'm on the com. Battery is left with 40%, not sure how long it can last me. hahaha. I also have yet to download the photos from FB so yea. I hope you all had a great weekend and hopefully a great week ahead because the Monday blues are over. Love y'all!

Lotsa love,

Carmen Sarah.

Photo updates.

Hey there! I just realised that I have not put up any pictures of quite a number of parties from Avalon. Lol! Too lazy plus I've been spending alot of time with the boy. :P So I'm gonna upload the pictures from Tessa's 21st birthday onwards. (:

 TESSA'S 21ST BIRTHDAY: A BLACK &WHITE AFFAIR.

Mimi <3

Not looking at cam, holding cake :P

Aisha (:

Meet my girls (:

Me, Amelia, Tessa, Yumi, Sarah

 THE GAME II

Mavis, Yumi, Me, Sarah, Nicole

Yumi, Michelle and I.

 

 

Lotsa love (:

Meet Reuben (:

 A SECRET AFFAIR WITH NICOLE CHEN

Yumi, Iman, Keqing and I.

 

 

hehe cutie Sufyan (:

meet my pri sch crush, Shawn Ong (:

Iman, Keqing, Shereen and Javier.

 

Apart from all the partying, there were a few 21st bday that I've attended. My 2 JJ netball seniors, Nicolette and Wan Ting's (:

 NICOLETTE'S WHITE 21ST BIRTHDAY

 

 

 

 

 

WAN TING'S 21ST POLKADOTTYSTRIPEY PARTY

CTNETBALL <3

JJNETBALL!

 

 

 

won some stickys!

I love my netties alot! Of course CT netties more because I've known them longer but I love JJ netties too! <3 So yupp! That's my photo updates! No pictures of the boy yet.. so too bad :P


Lotsa love,
Carmen Sarah